AHLAN WASAHLAN YA RAMADHAN. may we fulfill this mubarak wisely.
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sometimes, we need to be alone. bersendiri memikirkan kekurangan diri sendiri, muhasabah diri sendri. and bila fikir2, actually we did wrongs banyak sangat. in fact, susah utk buat kebaikan especially utk diri kita sendri. friends are everything, family sangat penting. tapi hanya kita dan Dia yg tau kelemahan kita,yang tahu rahsia kita, dan tau berapa byk beban yang harus dipukul. in fact, di penghujungnya, kita pasti akan berbicara denganNya bout everything, suatu hari nanti.
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apa pasal mood aku swing semacam ni. macam sewel pn ada. nak study pn takde smangat langsung. masuk lecture hall, macam org bangang gilaa. asal ni??!! aghh, mood takde lagi weh nak absorb. nextweek start exam. then nextweek start clinical teaching kat hospital. budak semua sronok bagai. aku pulak, haa? im not ready yet ! ttbe rasa nak stop je, and join bisnes family aku. lagi snang huu. apa pasal ni, sedih gilaa do. im begging and praying and asking for YOUR help Allah. let everything going to be ease. even in a very little thing, supaya aku tidak mengeluh sebegini. help me. T_T
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he: i taknak jumpa u kalau bukan kat taman bunga. i taknak !