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sungguh aku teringat kepada-Mu

kala bencana yang hitam kelabu

datang menimpa diri

sehingga masa terasa penuh

dengan noda debu yang pekat

maka aku berseru di penghujung malam 

dengan menjerit menyebut asma-Mu

tiba-tiba muncullah wajah fajar

yang tersenyum membawa kecerahan

sekalipun kami lukiskan kemuliaan-Mu

yang disenandungkan oleh semua yang berjiwa

dengan huruf-huruf yang suci

Engkau tetap lebih besar, wahai Tuhan kami

semua makna di hadapan kemuliaan-Mu

tidak mampu mengungkapkannya

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family is the most precious thing given by Allah swt to us. and it indeed a very beautiful thing to have if we were born as muslim. i think that was a huge present given by Allah. and thanks to Allah sebab giving me family yang sangat menitikberatkan bab bab agama. even im stil lacking ilmu agama, but family always be right next to me to teach me bout ilmu agama. even i once made very bad mistakes, but thanks to Allah sebab giving me such family which always holding my hands to repent to You. and no words to describe this grateful feeling to You. so i have to utilize this remaining time yang ada to be a good khalifah in this world. i have to appreciate this chance yang Allah bagi wisely, sebab bukan semua org dilahirkan sebagai muslim. so cumon guys, untuk berubah ke arah kebaikan, jangan tunggu esok, lusa or taun depan. before nikmat islam ni boleh ditarik balik bilabila, lets be a good muslim. jangan hanya bercakap secara lisan, but we have to practice it. this is reminding maself too, insyaallah. and i have 8 siblings. and parents :)

 ayah bersama cucu nya

 ibu bersama anak dia yg garang hihi

 acak with her son

my gorgeous akak dengan acik

 my pretty acik dan tam

 man who's very particular bout his lovely car, abangwan

 my adek bongsu yg freaking pemalu yet very handsome, adek

 akim dengan aysar

 i think they are the most handsome guys i've ever met. adek abangwan and akim

and im so much in love with them :))