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now i know, how it feels like being ignored by the closest and the bestfriend when he/she brought her/his bestfriend to hangout together. yes, its not your fault but its me as the matter. thats why i refused at first nak join your plan. but since you really pleased me to come, and i've no gut to let you down, then i say yes. but i know, i might be terasa sedikit. so there it comes. sangat sakit aty bila i sedikit tersisih. u once had experienced this situation, and you told me. but i have no gut to tell you since i think i have no right to say bout this yg tak penting sangat. lets the wind blew all this feelings, bad feelings actually. yes, u said to me we both are your bestfriends, but saya tak tahu why saya rse terasa sgt tadi. btw jira, this thing u have right now sangat tak cool tau. seriously, u are not cool anymore. whatever it is, thanks for inviting me to play paintball. i really had a great time with u guys tadi. eventhough our group tak dapat masuk peringkat akhir, but i think we all really did our best to compete with the other groups. hebat apa kita. haha. for u syg, up to this while, thanks for your hands, your laugh, your tears, ears, your shoulder, your shirts and bed and everything u had sharing with me. i really really appreciate and i love our memories. thank you my girlfriend. :)

chaiyook !