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ok, thanks to malaysia sebab akhirnya MENANG jugak, finally beb! Congrats sebab korang telah meng-postpone kan exam aku. Hihi. So, sekarang just waiting for midnight movie bersama kawan sampai mati aku. and duit pun laju je kua macam air. tahniah lah. cant wait to fetch my tersayang esok. Hihi. ok guys, just wanna wish hepy new year and try to make some improvement in our life. So at least, ada lah anjakan paradigma tu kan. Jangan hepy je nak sambut new year, tapi we ourselves stil macam dulu hihi. Apa apa pn, selamat beramal kawans !

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i love them very much and i miss them very much. but susa sangat nak jumpa these persons sebab they are far far away from me. but guys, anytime u are free, lets meet up and get mini gathering. :)

teman yang sentiasa ada bersama.ilyouu!

the sempoi bestfren ever. imyouu! sory take this pic :)

i misss miss youu doctor !

bestfrien ever :)

the beautiful superb friend. imyouu

kembar, tapi dah lama tak lepak. rindu kau

rindu korang sangat :(

korang sangat cool tau.

even dekat, tapi tanpa korg tak life hidup ni :)

end

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tiba-tiba doctor ckp, dia kena masuk icu. i went like : huh?
then there are many symptoms yg doctor mentioned, and dia was suspected to get some diseases. ma patella was like, begetar. ma lips was like, merekah. ma heart's beating faster. deep in ma heart, i pray to Allah. please save this person. i love this person very much and i dont want to lose you. in the middle of the night, i get ma comforter on, and was crying like a hell. staying at the hospital till the middle of the night without taking any food, badan i sangat lemah. kepala berat sgt. dan tiba-tiba, saya tak sedarkan diri.

Ya Allah, kami semua sangat perlukannya. please do not take this person away from us. saya bersujud merayu kepadaMu

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ok go go go jiraa ! opocott, jatuh pulak. aduyai, dah five times dah ni jatuh. biasa lah. budak baru nak up. eh salah salah, budak baru nak blaja. hihi. so today, i've enjoyed my holiday with ma tesayang, amira jalil. thanks ye awk. thanks for the hands yang sudi angkat saya ketika saya jatuh, eventhough i dont know who-you-are. thanks to indian girl yg teach me from the beginning smpai aku tak jatuh dah. yehaa, thanks ye. tak sempat nak tanya nama u apa tadi. hihi. so lepas ni, boleh lah kot nak beli skate board tros kan. haha

bravo !

lencun dah seluar

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hot shower hot shower hot shower !!
Yeaaa! Sangat seronok berada dirumah. Baru dapat rasa hot shower! Hihi. Everything that cross in ma mind, always be there, home sweet home! Thanks to ma family for completing ma life. ehh, korg dah tgk cerita hachiko a dog's story? Haa,, tgk jgn tak tgk. Sgt SERONOK i tell uu. menanges mmg tak ingat. thats y i loike having a pet. And gratefuly, i got one. Her actual name is darling. Tp bila dah tgk story tu,kami tros panggil dia hachiko! Hihi

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9/12/2010. Thursday. 12pm. This is the time which all the first year medical students of uitm are waiting for. So, tomorow, never ran away from us because we are running ourselves toward you !

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biar lebam sekarang,

jangan lebam kemudian.
biar pecah sekarang,
jangan pecah kemudian.
biar tunggang langgang sekarang,
jangan tunggan langgang kemudian.

to my family and friends, thanks sebab attend my convo ye.
thanks for the presents.
i love you guys !

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maybe it seems hard to achieve things that we are already aimed to be achieved. But trust me, the hardworking is 'siasia sahaja' if we are not gained Allah's willing. So lets raise our hands and pray to get His barakhah :)

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mata sudah penat untuk mengadap.
otak sudah letih untuk berfungsi.
space otak untuk menyimpan info is almost being occupied.
my butt dah panas melekat atas kerusi.
otot-otot hampir cramp kerana kurang energy.
soooo, mari lah bersama2 melantak sehabes sebanyak yang boleh.
tawakal and trust to Allah is the most important thing.

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thanks to my sayangg sebab edit ma blog. sebab aku ni bodoh sikit pasal mengedit blog ni, so i asked her lah yang buat. thanks ye sygg. so kawan kawan, sila lah tgk blog dia ni. sgt seronok tau sebab dia pandai berkata-kata. hihi. beb, jangan lupa datang aku punya convo ye. see u when u see me ! :)

http://mocqa.blogspot.com/

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counting days. oh my, jangan lah tiba 6/12/2010 since im not pretty well prepared to sit in this upcoming exam. aiyak, this is my first final exam in medical school. agak cuak di situ. sempat ke tak? tu yang dok pk je. pray for me dudes.

selamat hari raya aidiladha !

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Yang Maha Mengetahui, permudahkan lah setiap kesuasahan yg aku alami sekarang.
Yang Maha Pengasih, beri kan lah kebaikan dalam setiap kesulitan di kala ini.
Yang Maha Berkuasa, buka kan lah hati ini untuk menerima setiap ujianMu dengan hati yang redha.
Dear Al-Mighty, hanya Engkau yang mengetahui apa hikmahnya disebalik kejadian ini.
Im as your slave terima dengan hati terbuka. make our life easier and better.

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just now my friend was calling me and i noticed there's sumting up on her. so i asked her :

me: awak, kenapa? is there anything awk nak story?
she: jira, next sem kita LI. then awak tau tak, mmbe kita satu pn taknak ajak kita join LI sekali. even my bestfriend. dah lah tipu kita cakap dia mintak hospital lain bla bla bla
me: omg, yeke? takkan lah sampai kawan baik pn buat awak cmtu?
she: haah jira, so kita sorg jela kt hospital selayang nanti
me: kesian gilaaa. so lepas ni awak tolong lah abaikan org tu sebab dia just pergi kat awk time dia perlukan awak je. awak, u have to b strong. jangan bia dorg pijak awk eh. and you know what, dia bukan kawan baik awk, but only your close friend.

our conversation ended after i gave her some advises and strength.
you know what, to be someone's bestfren bukan lan senang.
tapi to be someone's close friend, is very very easy.
and awak, you are one of my bestfriend.

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saya bangga menjadi orang KL. bukan bangga utk riak, tidak sama sekali. tapi bangga sebab ditakdirkan untuk menjadi orang KL dan dilahirkan di kl. orang kata kl serabut, so tak seronok. but for me, keserabutan itu lah menjadi kan saya seronok. baru ada LIFE. hihi. but except chow kit sebab tak suka pergi situ. tu tempat foreigner byk iaitu indonesian. dulu bila sekola kat perlis, then jumpa org kl, seronok tak terkata. sebab org kl punya mentality lain sikit. thats why i loikee. hihi. then dulu bila bodoh2, nak kawen dengan org kl je. nak kapel dengan org kl je. tp bila dah dewasa, minda pn dah terbukak luas, ada juga org negeri lain yg sayang kita. so buat apa nak tolak kan semata-mata sebab negeri je lain kan. dulu hobi suka naik lrt sebab nak tgk attitude org kl je. selalu naik lrt sebab nak usha orang. suka tgk gelagat org bila ada kat kl. ada yg batak, senyap, gila gila. and all those kind of attitudes mengajar saya untuk terima org lain seadanya. tapi sekarang jarang dah nak naik lrt, sebab begerak dgn kereta selalu. but stil, boleh je nak usha ragam org kat mana2 kan. sebab kl ada lrt, i loikee kl. sebab saya suka lrt. hihi. so for those who born in kuala lumpur, be proud to yourselves ye. :))

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keluar dari wayang smbil tenganga nganga and pk, ITU JE KE YANG KAU MAMPU BAGI WAHAI DIRECTOR BURIED MOVIE? perhhh, panas gila hati hamba yang smangat nak tgk cite ni, ttbe itu saja. i expect more and more and more lah. aihh. just one actor and only one location dlm movie kau which is in the coffin. bapak senang gilaa kau buat movie eh. then bila movie dah abis, semua orang went like, HAAAA? ambik kau ! this is our feedback. tapi takpela, ada gak kesedihan timbul when watching that movie. only * and half star jela :))

guyss, macam mana nak ilangkan perasaan bosan terhadap seseorang? saya sudah teramat bosan dengan kau. plss help me !

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again,
congratulation to you, my dear sister.
siti ruhaya.
finally, you've done doing your degree.
jeles !
good luck for your master pulak eh.
hee, bia belajar sampai lebam ye acik :)
tahniah sekali lagi !

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walaupun kita susah untuk berjumpa,
walaupun kita susa nak lepak sekali,
but once we are hanging out together,
it was a great moment for me.
thanks kerana sudi mendengar keluhan saya.
thanks kerana sudi menadah telinga untuk saya.
thanks kerana beri saya peluang untuk senyum semula.
awak adalah kawan yang sgt saya hargai.

***
bcoz we both cuak tgk horror movie,
tahan tak sampai sejam je kat wyg, then blah dah.
apa nak jadii lah. haha
awk, pergi beijing baik2.
ily, siti amirah abdul jalil
:))

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saya akan berani untuk menerima kegagalan.

dan jadikan kegagalan sebagai kejayaan saya in future.
saya tak akan takut untuk jatuh seketika.
tapi tidak mahu jatuh untuk selama lamanya.
saya tak kisah org nak buat palat dengan saya,
tapi saya ada kuasa untuk pertahankan hak dan maruah saya.
saya tidak kisah untuk susah kerana orang,
dan saya tidak mengharapkan apa apa balasan sebagai terima kasih.
saya tak kisah orang nak benci saya,
sebab saya ada ramai lagi orang yang sayang saya.

tarik comforter, and good night

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hepy besday to u,
my kawan sampai mati.
may you are always in bless.
glad to have friend like u puteh.
ily, rocker ! HAHA

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am not in well condition, headache, acute fever with lotta sputum. and the exam is around the corner. cant wait to sit the exm sebab jengka is calling me. wahh, seronok.

second, i need sumone to be my ear where he or she can listen to setiap keluhan yang ingin saya ungkapkan. those medical things always make ma mind crazy. tak tertahan dah. ramai yg dah quit from medic. am i gonna be the next person to follow their steps? arghh. but stil, thanks to YOU, dear Al-Mighty for listening me.

third, thanks to ayah and ibu sebab paham ma condition yang penat bejalan ke class and you both hadiah kan saya kemudahan untuk begerak. thanks to you. i really really appreciate it.

fourth, time to sleep. good night world.

imissyou, afif mustaqim

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its now 2.24 pm and im stil lying on a comfortable bed while thinking lotta problems. WHY men who are married, even twice, still nak kahwin to get 3 or 4 wives? sudden think about it after watching the movie last nait. PERLU ke? is it too necessary? but the thing is, kt movie tu, the husband is not 'baek' sangat with his first wife. then, pergi met with another girl. saya rasa, if laki itu menunjukkan contoh suami yg MITHALI terhadap wives dia, its gonna be okay then. even stil, it much hurts to get MADU yang byk sangat kan. ALLAH bagi you guys penis is not to menggatal sana sini tau. kalau niat tu nak tolong janda2 terbiar kat luar sana and if KAU mampu sangat, then boleh lah kot. bila bab2 kawen ramai ni, just take the prophet sebagai contoh and follow his attitude with his wives. then rumahtangga insyaallah aman, damai, tenteram segala bagai kan. ni if you cant manage your first and second family wisely, semua lintang pukang and serabut bagai, why u stil need another girl? takkan kurang kasih sayang kot. i stil cant get why you guys need lotta wives. orang lain pn boleh je hidup dengan seorang isteri. sigh.

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dear adek, good luck in your PMR.
we know you've put much efforts to score in your exam.
if you didnt get such a good rsult, nvr mind.
try again later on in your SPM.
you are always in our prays.
i love you :)

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aiseyymann. esok i'l be going back to boring sha alam. tak suka tak suka. frankly speaking, tak suka dengan jadual yang ketat gila gila. tak suka dengan mood blaja kat sana. TAK SUKA TAK SUKA. huu but i have to get through all these things. nak taknk, have to adapt with this condition. balik ruman dah kena brain washed dengan ayah, so tepaksa lah admit semua yang dia ckp ada betolnye gak. KONON lah. huh. hopefully everything is going to be fine, sooner or later insyaallah. try to enjoy with this course. bak kata ayah, orang lain boleh, why not u try your best? nak try the best tula yg susa kan. T_T

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jira ! tolong lah paham. RAJIN LAH SIKIT. sikit pn jadi ah. please please please !!!

cuti nak abes dah, tapi keje? HAMPEH. habuk tak buat. so tonite, stay up and buat kerja tau !
tapi nanti nak g maple? HAHA. lepas tu lah eh :))

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i dont have any regrets meeting u
and falling in love with u

*****

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finally, i met u guys, and i feel sooooooo seronok tak terhingga. but without nurul ashikien, the emptyness stil terasa. takpe, nextym nurul kita plan betol2. dulu semua muka hingusan, tp sekarang, perghh. HEBAT HEBAT. proud to b your fren lah. hee. thanks to wawa and fadh and amjad and haris sebab bertungkus lumus last nait. thanks to me yg mengemas, HAHA. thanks to cikgu2 yg sudi hadir ke bbq kami. iloveu guys and i love this stronger bond !

skts batch 1998-2001

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til now, again hye bloggies.

seperti terasa mahu menulis lagi, then i renew ma account back again, but tak tau lah sampai bila.
im not a person who want to tell everyone apa yang aku buat, apa yang aku beli, each second nak jot down in the blog. nahh, im not that typical. but i wud like to share sumthing yang tak menggelabah sgt in this blog. eventhough im superb membosankan. hee. so will write again later. miss you !

still not too late to wish:

selamat hari raya aidilfitri